I feel like a shitty person for being down now.
Like, its not easily controlled, but knowing in preferred to be away and ive already been feeling so lonely and left out…
Plus I talked about how down I was because I had nothing to do or talk too. Then I had to spend time trying to diffuse a situation.
I just feel weird.
I feel like I exist in my own tiny world, im barely able to move out from.
Im not gojng to mention anything, cause again I already feel like a shitty person.
Im just tired being left to sit in a dark room.

Edward Burne-Jones, ‘Love Among The Ruins’, (Detail)
(Source: letheane, via tenderprey)
Phoenix in Phantom of the Paradise (1974)
Suzy Bannion in Suspiria (1977)
Janet Majors in Shock Treatment (1981)
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just a kid causing trouble
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I keep having obsessive thoughts that the world is ending.
I cant talk about it cause no one else is okay.
Pretty sure seeing something nice would help but thats not gonna happen.